half of me wants to run away somewhere new and adventurous after college. the other half longs desperately to be near my family once again. and by near, i mean that it has to be less than 3 hrs away. maybe i'm just holding myself back from something wonderful and new and exciting. or maybe i just have severe attachments to the ones i love and i cannot bear to be away from them for long. either way, i've only applied to 2 places which are no longer than approx. 2 hours away.
i have developed insomnia. i am tired all day, but when it comes time for my head to lie upon the pillow, i am bombarded by all sorts of thought which never allows me to fall asleep before 2:30AM. wonderful. it's okay though, because those are the nights that remind me how anxious and excited i am to live. it's like my 'self' does not want the day to be finished b/c there is so much more that i could have accomplished. maybe i should give up sleep altogether. i think i could...
i hope you are as anxious for thanksgiving break as i am.
sweeter dreams.
k
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