Tuesday, April 13, 2010

the wake up call to a rented room, sounded like an alarm of impending doom to warn us it's only a matter of time

isn't it strange? the way sounds and smells can take you back to the people and places and moments that you loved before this time?? how very long ago it all seems now.

all of these life experiences have been adding and adding themselves up and onto my character and i am so happy about who and what they have fit together to form me into. i think about all the little fragments and conversations, and touches, and hurts, and thoughts. i think it must be the changing of the season reminding me that i needed all of those times.

isn't it strange? the things we need from people? isn't it strange? the things we do in order to get close to people? or in order to pull away from them? isn't it strange to you as much as it is to me?

i wish i could explain myself adequately, but the words always fail me when i need them the most.

sweeter dreams.
k

5 comments:

Kristiina said...

your words may fail you, but i know exactly what you mean :D

Lou said...

Me too!

Lou said...

I've been thinking about your post since I read it earlier today.

It's amazing to be able to look back at situations...good or bad, significant or not and being able to say "This is who I am because of that. I learned, I grew and here I am"

kimberly said...

i completely agree. and it's taken me a long time to become happy with who or what i grew into...it's not just about accepting it anymore, it's about appreciating how everything has unraveled.

:) :)

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