hmmm...
i've already deleted the start to this post about three times. i am content. it seems to keep creeping up on me when i least expect it. i like my job (i might even miss it a little over x-mas break), i love my friends (you know who you are), and i love my surroundings. i've realized that i miss school when i'm not around. and the other day while daydreaming in class, i thought about how terribly i would miss this campus. in the library i thought how nervous i was as a freshman--timidly seeking my classes, etc. it has become so familiar to me. it has become me in some weird and mysterious manner. i feel as though i won't be able to bear leaving it for good. probably better that i do not think about it right now seeing as i have another year and a half left. [meaning] by the time may 2010 rolls around i'll probably be running away...
we'll see i guess.
suddenly i don't feel a bit sleepy, or i do, but i have so many trivial thoughts glazing through my mind...
[lately] i've been trying to understand what it is that i want. i can't seem to decide so i think i've just been sitting it out...waiting around. or not really waiting because i feel my life is progressing just pleasantly, but i am "going with the flow" as they say. i am allowing my life to live me instead trying to live my life.
man, i must be tired, i'm starting to sound all beauty, truth, and love like. bohemia at its absolute finest.
anyway...check out the new love of my life if you're bored: alison mosshart of the kills.
until i decide to grace you with my not-so-sensical presence once more...
sweeter dreams.
k
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