i figured a post was required in order to send the year off properly. 2010 was a great year for me even if it was begun w. a trip down the stairs, surgery on a broken wrist and a deeply destructive feeling that everything was out of my control. i made a decision to endure everything that should happen && that i did. in doing so, i allowed things to happen without taking proper responsibility for anything.
2011 will begin in my home in the hope that i will reflect and let go. i have been in a bit of a rut--a large rut actually. and i believe i need to prepare myself for the speed w. which 2010 has ended and 2011 is going to begin. i have another semester of grad school in front of me and i am scared to death already. while i was hoping these weeks at home would help me to recover, they have only pushed me further into my feelings of nothingness. i hope that i will find hope in the coming months of 2011--the hope that somehow figured out how to elude me as the fall passed by.
happy new year. i hope yours will be bright, merry, and filled w. love && laughter.
sweeter dreams.
k
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