in your eyes i see the eyes of somebody i knew before, long long long ago

perhaps, there is more to say than what i will share. perhaps, i am most definitely in love w. the way my life is going right now. perhaps, i am feeling solidly in my life because i have realized that i will forever be able to rely upon my own stability. that sense of capability which i have failed to recognize in myself prior to these days is here now.

there is someone genuine and wonderful in my life too. and the goodness comes from an odd and puzzle piece fit; our intense need for music; and our mutually demanding lives. somehow, it has crazily fallen into place and i look forward to wherever it decides to go.

school asks more of my time than i am wanting to give. yet, i find myself waking each morning and attending to its numerous tasks. spring break seems ages away, but at the rate these days are passing i am sure it will hurry itself into being.

i am always, always anxious for spring. i am hoping for more. i am studying and i am looking anxiously toward a day when i will be able to teach others what needs to be taught.

until then, every day is a revolution. i cannot change the way others around me blindly live their lives--unaware of the injustices this system gets away with--but i can choose to live differently. and that is how i will try to continue this life.

i hope life is good to you at this moment. and if it is, i hope you recognize it and remember it always.

sweeter dreams.
k