and so it is...just like you said it would be.

I can't believe today is the last day of September. How quickly this year is already passing. Once Halloween is over I think it is safe to say we can kiss the rest of first semester good-bye. Why do the years pass more quickly as you get older? Is it because your responsibility in the world becomes greater and there is less time for pleasure and freedom? I can't only imagine how quickly the world will pass me by when I am 40 or 60. I only hope I am living a life of happiness and love. All I could ever ask for in this world.

I feel as though it is the start of another monotonous week. Everyday passes just like the last of that kind. And so I go to class, I do my homework, I go to sleep and I wake up the next day just to start it all over again. The cycle never seems to end and I don't know where to find that sudden spurt of difference. You know, that one thing that makes each day different from the last. The one thing that makes getting up in the morning worthwhile. I have to find a passion and soon or else I am afraid I will spend my life in this drab boring routine. I don't like it. Not one bit.

I need something to change in this life. very soon.

sweeter dreams.
**K