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Another new day! I am feeling miles and miles better. I think it has got to be this amazing fall weather. Some people don't like it because it's a little bit chilly, but this is the weather I am absolutely in love with. I feel the most amazing feeling when I think of this weather. It reminds me of bonfires, high school, my birthday, the beginning of school, new things, crunchy leaves, mittens, SCARVES!, hates, gloves. It always represents love to me too. It just brings about good feelings in me and I can't say that the winter approaching even brings me any dislike for it.

That said, I am trying HARD to finish this paper. It isn't quite what I wanted to get out of it and so I know there is going to be definite, hard core revision. I'm not upset though. I need to have the rough copy in front of me so I can better visualize what I wanted in the first place. The computer screen just makes it hard for me to visualize anything. I feel like I can write a few good words, I can make a few phrases that sound excellent together, but then I get off on a tangent and I stop thinking about it, I concentrate on just putting down what I feel. Well, then I start to make stupid childlike phrases and I wonder where my mind went to because I could not possibly have written that. I don't know. I think I need to take a ton of classes that teach me to be a better writer. I suppose I don't read often enough anymore either and that can effect me negatively.

I can't wait to be able to read again. Just to read books ALL day! That's one thing I definitely enjoyed about my highly incapacitated summer. I had all the time in the world to read and read and read. It was marvelous! I don't really know why I love to read so much. It just seems like there is so much knowledge outside my little world and I can't imagine why anyone wouldn't want to just sop that all up and EMBRACE it!

I don't know, I guess I am just feeling overly enthusiastic. Perhaps because I am almost finished with the ten page requirement on this paper and I am full of rejoice.

Either way.

sweeter dreams.
**K