my comm 264 class is really kicking my ass. it makes me feel absolutely mornonic. maybe that's how i should be feeling though...seems like it lately. this discussion makes me hate tuesdays. i feel like everything i think i have at least some kind of grasp on, i am completely wrong. but that's representitive of my life some days.
i am excited for halloween, but not about the amount of work i have to get done this weekend besides having company over. whatever though, you only live once huh? i'm sure i'll get it all done, it's what i do.
i am equally nervous about my anthropology midterm tomorrow--which i really should be using any free minute to study (ie: right NOW) but i have to let off some tension from that stupid class. in reality, the class is far from stupid. it's a great class and full of so much insight, but it's just hard for a simpleton like me to grasp. figures...anyways!
i feel like i have fallen into this pattern where every six months i do something stupid. i decide to make a few bad decisions. but instead of only feeling like complete shit for it, i kinda feel like complete shit, but i also am not bored anymore. is that wrong?
i feel like this life, now more than ever, is completely pointless. completely useless. but it's like i'm too tired lately to even care. i just drift through it. but for now, that's okay with me. maybe i'll develop a passion or find something that makes my life worthwhile. see, i have hope. patience. all we need is patience.
sweeter dreams,
k
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